So unmotivated about everything. I haven’t played drums in three weeks. All I do is get off work, go home and play video games. I’m tired. I’m sick of being alone. No one likes me. I’m starting to think even my two best friends are getting sick of me. They probably aren’t. But that’s just how I feel. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I hate it. It’d be awesome to feel wanted.
But like you guys care.
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Fuck me.
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Sometimes I wonder if I made a mistake, breaking up with her…and it’s not the “her” most of you are probably thinking. But seriously. She’s crazy perfect. Funny, smart, sarcastic, knows how to take a joke, doesn’t get all butt hurt and offended over stupid stuff like dirty jokes, she’s loyal, always has your back, isn’t slutty, she knows just how much skin to actually show, instead of being one of those “don’t ever show any skin ever” idiots.
He’s a ridiculously lucky guy :) I hope they’re together forever. They’re my best friends and I love them both more than anything in the world.
And I’m inanely lucky to be just that with her. Friends. :)
But like you guys care
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If you’ve never answered my prayers before, please answer this one. Don’t let them break up. Please. They’re all I have on this crappy ball of dirt we call “home”. Literally. If they don’t get married and have their kids then I’ve lost all that’s left of the tiny faith I had in humanity. I’m begging you. Don’t let him screw this up.
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But I fucking love Skyrim. Like holy crap I love that game. It’s so amazing…yeah, anyways. Like you guys care…
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I make fun of you if I like you. People still haven’t learned to never take me seriously. Ever. I would NEVER legitimately make fun of your flaws and such if I love and care about you. The only person who actually knows that is my best friend. The last thing I want is to make my friends feel like shit :/
I guess I will always come across as an asshole.
But like you guys care
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